Sunday, 4 March 2012

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Been so wore out lately, i dont know what i should be doing.
the thing is, im mentally and emotionally drain. But physically i wanna get it going.
I guess that is one thing that i just cant understand.

Today i was somewhere at my worst and cried the whole day. 'cause i somehow felt that the bond between me and my bff was fading. And unintentionally i vent it out at her. I know i've been keeping it in and just close one eye on things that happen.
Partially was my fault. Maybe im just not good enough,not free enough,not caring enough to be there fer you. I felt replaced.
It made me so fustrated,and pissed off at myself 'cause it felt like history was gonna repeat itself and imma lose a friend thats close to me.

Im tired of shits like friend stealing friend. Friends making me feel unwanted. People hating me fer no good bloody reason. Friends who pissed me off to the extend of me unable to forgive em.
I know its useless if we want em to change to our liking but still. Dont they know their limits?

Because of what happen today, i couls barely even focus on revision. Should have just go on hiatus from twitter. Then maybe i wont feel that way earlier.

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Labels: angst, fustrated

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