Thursday, 15 March 2012

vamploves~ | Go to post ➜

Had a really great time meeting MmyVampLove and DdyVampLove <3

Honestly i freaking missed em a hell lot 'cause everyone been so busy and there's just not much time fer everything.

Plus, MmyVampLove promised me fer like ages she would meet up soon but never did happen..but i'll forgive eu <3

mentally drain.. like seriously. Gonna end up not bothered by anything anymore.

Lately, been feeling so blue... BluesWeek~ i guess.

haiz.. gotta get over it real soon. don't wanna be looking lifeless 'cause i'm mentally drain....

zombie-outlook..blehhh..

and yeah.im kinda lazy to update..so 

cya freaks!

XOXO

11:09

Tuesday, 13 March 2012

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Heyya~~so frigging sleepy right now, but need to stay awake coz my lil niece still awake and refuses to sleep yet. Finally did the red part on my hair!! yay~ but it somehow looked a little copper-reddish to me. think i'm gonna sleep soon.. although i can totally spend my day sleeping i know i cant..and 'cause im werking from 3-11..gahhhhh.... gonna faint..hopefully no.

lately been feeling so sickly. i hate feeling so sickly. it sucks. i mean i dont mind feeling sick but i just hate it when i'm all hype up 'bout doing some things. been coughing and sometimes theres this blood taste in my throat. its soo frigging irritating.

kay think imma sleep soon.

guten nacht<3

Labels: sleep-mode

10:51

Monday, 12 March 2012

Dylusion~ | Go to post ➜

So jyeah.. Restart werk today. And i totally forgotten how to do cashier.. Feel so fucked up. But lucky me, i did stock taking today.

My mind is all messed up, i just wanna avoid people. Dont really have to bother with ém. *sigh* gonna go hiatus soon. I just have to faced it right?

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Labels: fucked up

10:12

Wednesday, 7 March 2012

drifting | Go to post ➜

Seriously... My mind right now felt like its somewhere.. Although i know i had to study fer my last paper, it just seem so impossible coz i dont wish to study.

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06:30

Sunday, 4 March 2012

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Been so wore out lately, i dont know what i should be doing.
the thing is, im mentally and emotionally drain. But physically i wanna get it going.
I guess that is one thing that i just cant understand.

Today i was somewhere at my worst and cried the whole day. 'cause i somehow felt that the bond between me and my bff was fading. And unintentionally i vent it out at her. I know i've been keeping it in and just close one eye on things that happen.
Partially was my fault. Maybe im just not good enough,not free enough,not caring enough to be there fer you. I felt replaced.
It made me so fustrated,and pissed off at myself 'cause it felt like history was gonna repeat itself and imma lose a friend thats close to me.

Im tired of shits like friend stealing friend. Friends making me feel unwanted. People hating me fer no good bloody reason. Friends who pissed me off to the extend of me unable to forgive em.
I know its useless if we want em to change to our liking but still. Dont they know their limits?

Because of what happen today, i couls barely even focus on revision. Should have just go on hiatus from twitter. Then maybe i wont feel that way earlier.

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Labels: angst, fustrated

09:44